hmmm

I can't say i'm not bitter about it. But i truely wanted this to last.

i know that you are worth something to me. I know that i have given in too much and cared for you too much till u felt all crammed up but there were times where u craved all these and i just wanted to give it to you. You loved it at first but perhaps as the time goes, it becomes boring and not fun anymore. I've given you too much of myself and i truely regret it now. I never regretted being with you even though. Being with you has allowed me to appreciate life more. Appreciate the world more.

Before i met you i didn't cared much about music. Before i met you i didn't really care about anything. All i care for was myself, my friends and my loved ones. But with you, i really really found myself. You've made such an impact on my life and i'm glad. I'm sorry i was nasty to you. I want to be nice but some part of me just wanted to be nasty n i gave in to it.

Right now i know that nothings going to happen. But i just hope and pray.