Have you ever felt like this. After a relationship, you adjust and kinda feel comfortable with your life and all. Suddenly you get news that she/he injured him/herself and ur heart starts beating really fast and you get extremely worried?
I had this feeling today. Its like this sudden rush of adrenaline and your heart starts beating fast. Your hands start to sweat ,ur gut starts to get butterflies and you break out in cold sweat. Damn... I was genuinely concern and i was worried sick. I wanted to see her to make sure that she was fine. I can't concentrate. i can't even read a book without getting all jittery. i can't help but feel helpless and powerless.... Its these moments of helplessness that you realize how much you love someone. And now i know that i really really love her.
I remembered in a past relationship(mind you they are different ppl) where she fell down and hurt her chin, it required stitches, but i couldn't care less about it. I was like faster go to hospital go and sew it up lah. But this was like totally different. cold sweat! exactly like those u have when u had a nightmare.
Even hearing her tell me that she was fine didn't really make me feel any better. I'm still worried
I miss you lots girl! Hugs!
I had this feeling today. Its like this sudden rush of adrenaline and your heart starts beating fast. Your hands start to sweat ,ur gut starts to get butterflies and you break out in cold sweat. Damn... I was genuinely concern and i was worried sick. I wanted to see her to make sure that she was fine. I can't concentrate. i can't even read a book without getting all jittery. i can't help but feel helpless and powerless.... Its these moments of helplessness that you realize how much you love someone. And now i know that i really really love her.
I remembered in a past relationship(mind you they are different ppl) where she fell down and hurt her chin, it required stitches, but i couldn't care less about it. I was like faster go to hospital go and sew it up lah. But this was like totally different. cold sweat! exactly like those u have when u had a nightmare.
Even hearing her tell me that she was fine didn't really make me feel any better. I'm still worried
I miss you lots girl! Hugs!
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